Guilt.

I miss you,
Tears flowed as i thought of you,
As i grew up i feel guilty, cause i started to understand,
Once its gone, its gone, it'll never come back,
If i was accompanying you,
If i was by your side,
If i did not went to sleep, maybe all this would not have happened,
I did not even had a chance to talk to you before you're gone, like the wind,
Without a sound,
I lost you in just a few hours,
And i promised you something, isn't it?
And i have not even fulfiled it, i'm useless, really useless
oh, i'm a total FAILURE ):
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Met omg at compass today
then studied for a while and off to Living Sanctuary,
just for a badge we have to go there for like a few mths, i hate this.
After that met cmm at hougang mall to order barfday cakes, for 2 peeps for tmr.
then went off, back home.
And i hate you, you know why. Hmph.